I don’t have the patience to add pictures/videos or music to make this post interesting.

A lot of things have changed in the past month. I moved again; I can never keep my feet still. I’m still trying to find home and I still think I have a long way to go.

Wish me luck.

I’m sorry but the new Boys Like Girls is hardly good enough to even be a guilty pleasure. Fail.

I’ve been really really trying to budget my money since April, and it proves to be way more difficult than I thought. I’m determined to make it work this month.

Today I had a really good interview at a car dealership. I’d be an office assistant/secretary, but i’d be working with other people which is great. I feel so isolated at my job right now. I also saw my new apartment! it’s not nearly as nice as the one I have no, but it’s $1,100 less a month so I’ll deal.

If I get this new job, I’m giving my two weeks notice and leaving before my bosses even return from France. I don’t owe them anything, and they’ve done nothing but treat me like crap. They can fend for themselves for two weeks.

Just cross your fingers that I get hired.

First off the people I work for are completely impossible! They’re in France for all of August, yet still manage to make my life a living hell. I’m refusing to any longer stress about it. Because frankly they aren’t going to fire me while they’re gone. And I am determined to have a new job by the time they come back. That way as soon as they step foot in America and start yelling at me in person I can say Peace the Fuck out. I’m aiming for my last day to be September 11th. We shall see.

Secondly, Bleh, Nate leaves for Canada today. I hate Canada and the fact that it gets bad cell service, and even worse internet. People always ask if it’s hard with him being gone all the time. Well the answer is YES. It’s actually harder once I’m with him for awhile, like when they have off between tours, because I get so used to coming home to him, and waking up next to him, and getting back into a routine of doing it all by myself is extremely difficult, and heart breaking at the same time. Especially when I’m stressed out, like now, I just want him here and unfortunately it’s not possible. Honestly, on most days if I even let myself think about how much I actually miss him I could break into tears at any second.

Thirdly, Nate and I started talking about when he’s done touring we might move to Rochester. He’s originally from there and has been touring for the past 10 years. I just know that his family really misses him, and it’d be nice for him to be able to spend more time with them. I think Rochester is beautiful, and I’m always all about experiencing things, and seeing new places. I was looking up apartments on Craigslist last night and they’re so cheap and so nice. There were also a lot of jobs up there that I think i could get. I like change. As long as he’s with me.

Lastly, my sister-in-law is having my neice today!! Emma Claire her name is going to be! I’m flying to Georgia on August 21st to go see that little nugget, andd pick up my new car that I bought from my brother! Woo hoo. Then Nate’s home, and we move the following weekend back to New Jersey. I can not wait!